When Future Vision Hits Hidden Anger

I've had a sense of something being 'off' for a few days. Business has dried up fof 10 days which isn't normal for me. I've had dark dreams. I'm aware of a difficulty in receiving- something related to my family? My sense is that there's something deep, an anger I haven't really wanted to acknowledge.

I recognize that there's an inner frustration. I use the technique saying "I am the clarity coming to my inner pain". Connecting with my dream last night, my sense is that this is a combination of energies from my past: frustration, guilt, failure.

As I set my vision to grow and become a star- of course this hits up against this old energy. While this is uncomfortable I recognize this is an opportunity to recognize and clear this energy.

So this is an opportunity to apply my own teachings to myself:

• I have never been a failure- I am the perfection of my growth process.
• I am not guilty of anything- I am as innocent as God sees me.
• My future is not a repetition of my past- I allow myself to release the past and manifest a different future.
• Everything I have ever perceived as imperfection has been what's necessary to create the person I am today.

I received some more clarity today and what I'm seeing is the surfacing of some old energies wanting to be cleared. While it's not entirely pleasant, bringing the observer consciousness I'm able to simply observe and release and come back to my inner peace.

Here I employ my "Four Rs" method:

1. Recognize: I see that there is a suppressed emotion
2. Relax: I avoid any form of repression and simply relax into the emotion
3. Request: I ask for assistance to have clarity and ease
4. Release: And I choose simply to let go of these old energies that no longer serve me

Hopefully I'll soon be able to report that the flow has returned as this release is processed.